dimanche 18 octobre 2015

The Darkness Within Each Of Us

By Evan Sanders


Oh that devil inside.

Show yourself. Show yourself exactly as you are. I know you are there because when the light cuts out in the room you begin to attack my thoughts. You are relentless. You never give up. Your ambitions in ruining my deepest sense of purpose are severe. I suffer when I give in because you run around like a mad child in a room full of glass.

I won't fight any longer. I'm going to embrace you.

I'm not going to fight you? Does this confuse you? Does this make you shake at the thought that I'm going to start to embrace you more than anything? I would be worried if I were you. I found out your greatest weakness. I found out that if I look directly into you that you lose all your power.

A lot has changed in my life.

I'll see now that darkness can deliver light. There isn't any fear in this heart anymore. I do not fear you showing up into my world. Why? Because you are here, right here within me. Not walled out from me any more. Not pushed away. Just here with me. Present. Actually present.

I am truly conscious of what you actually are and who you turned me into. I am not attempting to fool anyone anymore by showing them a grin on my face. No, I should just be myself. So I tip my cap to you for all of the times you cut me down. Now, let's take a hike and work this thing out. I would like to hear what you have to say about all the years of the past.

You had your run. You did your damage. I must admit, you did a great job doing it. Be proud of your accomplishments.

This is the beginning of something new for you and me. So let's go for a walk because I would like to hear your perspective. Let me hear you roar and quietly respond to you. You're not used to that are you? Of course not. Oh you little devil inside, I have changed so much. No more foolishness. No more fear of you.

So let's talk.




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